The work happening between you as a recipient and Universal Source as the sender is very different from anything else that you have experienced. This way may not be easily recognized by your Conscious Mind. The work is going on constantly and you are saving it as a recording. Later, when you are ready, you „listen“ to the recording. Your mental environment urges you to „play“ this recording, and this is when conscious understanding happens. Avoid frustration. Even though you think that you are not getting it, or it is not fast enough or the way you expect it, your new connection to Universal Source is a completely new experience.